I kept dreaming of her
Don noe y, but it juz so happen
I dreamt the nicest today
It makes me feel down
I don like it
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I wan to let it go
But as meow said
Mentally, my body and mind doesnt wan to
Let go...
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Wat to do? Juz wait?
Waiting, also not a choice
Will she giv me a chance by waiting?
I don noe, but i tink its no
But i hope, its yes
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She often misunderstood me, when we tgt
At the start, i get angry when she sms me late
So being for long, i began to learn to accept
I don mind if she reply me at the end of day
But in the end, she still tinks i don like it
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I said i wanna marry early,
But people do grow up, and minds will change
If i don hav a stable income, do u tink i will marry early?
U once said u wanna celebrate all V.day
celebrate my b.day every year
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My bday is coming, once again
Its going to be all by myself again
But thank you, i enjoyed my bday last year
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I am still waiting for u...
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I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
to myself
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for
making
myself
Hurt
so
much
